Saturday, December 08, 2007


I've been so darn forgetful lately that it really is quite pathetic. I know it is the hormones, but is getting mighty irritating. Today at the clinic, I needed to do three things...e2 blood draw, Viagra wash, and get needles for PIO. I got the blood draw. Dr. Q agreed with me that a Viagra wash was completely pointless since I haven't taken any Viagra in 8 days. And, I forgot the needles. I remember on the way home and stopped by the pharmacy to get some (and they gave me the wrong needles, but the right syringe so I was basically fine). I get home and remembered that while out and at a pharmacy, I wanted to pick up some Vicks Vapo Steam. Sigh. I still haven't turned in all my release forms, because I keep forgetting to take them in. Bigger sigh. I'm pretty sure I'm in violation of my DE contract because I have not yet signed us up for the neutral registry I wanted indicated in our contract. I'm pretty sure it was supposed to be done before ER, which happened sooner than I planned. I could go on and on with examples, but you get the point. Pathetic.

Tomorrow, they take a lookie see at my embryo's. I'm really hoping I don't get called in for an emergency transfer because things look bad because I am completely unprepared...mentally and logistically with Max.

I had a short nap today. Max boycotted, but spent time in his crib undressing, taking his cup apart and spilling milk, climbing onto his dresser and getting every stuffed animal and object on it since I had the crib tent off to wash (since it was smelling a lot like sour milk and I couldn't take in anymore)...allowing me a some much needed rest. He could have climbed out, but didn't. I thought about just leaving the tent off since it is in really bad shape (and we've only had it a few months), but Max insisted it go back up.

The nap was key. I'm feeling better than I have in a long while. Not great. Not 100%. But, better. Now, if I can just remember. I'd be doing good.

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