Sunday, March 02, 2008

Sleeping peacefully until.....

For the first time in weeks, I was not awaken by Max who has been boycotting naps and sleeping like crap at night. No, I was have a great, sound sleep, dreaming (although about what is completely gone now) when I get woken by another big bleed. Blood everywhere. Blood such as there could be no thought of leaving the sheets until morning and enough that it soaked through the mattress pad, a shower was the only way to clean myself and all over the floor and rugs. A big mess that is now mostly cleaned with the washer going. I'm not amused. Even less amused that the cleaning lady (my last hold out of luxury from my pre-Max days although I only indulge monthly now and will have to drop when the twins arrive...if they arrive) was here today and every thing was spic and sparkle with nice fresh sheets. The good news here is that I was at home this time. And, I'm actually less freaked this time since it has happened before and it happened before the SR with a good u/s after that so it leaves me hope that an outcome other than doom and gloom is possible. Oh, and, I'm back to vomiting again in the evenings. Lovely. Lovely. Lovely. Crap!

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

Oh no Deb...I really hope this all stops for you soon. This sounds just miserable. I hope you are able to get into the OB very soon. Please let us know, and I'll pray these little babies are hanging in there.

C said...

Deb - I'm so sorry you are dealing with scary bleeds. I hope it turns out to be nothing. Try to make sure you replenish your body of iron too.

((((HUGS)))

CC

Laura in L.A. said...

Oh, Debbie, I hate that you are having to go through this. I pray constantly for all the awful parts to stop, and for you and the twins to be okay.

Love, Laura

Aimee said...

Oh geez Deb, how freaky! I hope all is OK like your previous bleeds!! Hope your pregnancy cuts you a big break soon!!

Katrina said...

Debbie, I am so sorry you continue to be afflicted by these scary bleeds. Do you have an appointment this week? If not, I hope you will make one just to check into this...I continue to pray for you and your little babies.

Nina said...

I'm praying for you Debbie...May the God help you!

Margie said...

Deb-
Thinking of you and wishing this was easier.
xo
Margie

Laura in L.A. said...

Deb, are you okay? Thinking about you, and hoping all is well.

Love, Laura

Anonymous said...

Oh Deb...I hope things are working out for you. Did you get in to see the Dr(s)...if not please set an apt.

CoCo