Monday, September 01, 2008

Just right

I can't sleep. It's insane really. I just keep thinking about how life just seems to be falling into place and how I'm really where I need to be right now.

I ended up taking Mr. R to that BBQ/Swim get together last night and it went fine, except he woke up and wanted attention right when it was time to eat, but that is just par for the course with babies. It was such a lovely time. Max and Kevin just play so nicely together. It was comfortable and fun. They are just my kind of people and I think I'm there's as well. The mom kept saying how Max seems like such an easy going kid with a great personality. She can see them growing up together as well. I can tell. Even though Kevin is a year older, she said she has already decided to keep him back a year so that he graduates when he is 18 and was asking what I had decided for Max. I actually haven't decided as I told her. I'm just going to see how pre-school goes and get feedback from the teachers about whether they think he is ready or not when the time comes. But, she can see them in the same class growing up together as can I.

Not only do they live really close (which is wonderful and rare for me/us as our friends tend to be spread all over the LA basin), the dad went to and the older brother is going to THE high school. The one I picked out for Max and have already been in contact with the dean of admissions for last year (yes, keep in mind that Max has not yet even started preschool). Yep, Kevin's going to that high school as well. Really, don't think it can bet better than that and be more right.

Now, I'm telling myself I must come off my high and go to sleep. It's all just so right and I'm so happy right now.

Not happy with every situation or right in that everything is perfect. That's not life. Happy in that I'm happy with who I am and where I am right now kind of right. The details are going to work themselves out. The direction is the right one and the core is solid.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

That's awesome, Debi. I'm glad you went this route too. I think I'm going to have to do something quickly because I still can't shake my feeling that things are incomplete here. I"m glad everything feels whole and complete for you. :)