Negative

Finally got the results from Saturday’s beta this morning. Negative. As expected. Still a bit like a kick in the gut. So, probably, I didn’t ovulate even with the trigger meaning it was probably a cyst and not an egg producing follicle anyway (explaining why I haven’t gotten my period). Now, I need to decide whether to do the second beta or not. Dr. N would insist on it if I got one before cd 14 even when I never saw the point. However, clearly no one is paying close enough attention to me and my cycles at the clinic to insist on anything. Good thing I never calculated that due date or got my hopes up.