Old habits die hard

At this point, I really expect this pregnancy to go well and end with the desired outcome an actual child or two at the end. Although time will tell the tale and although it has happened with every pregnancy I've had to date, I really don't think I'm going to spot or cramp on and off the entire first trimester because my progesterone level was much higher than it has ever been. And even if I do, I can know that it is likely just me and not a predictor of the end. Knowing all of this, I still each and every time I use the restroom stop to examine the tp before tossing into the bowl just to make sure it is blood free with not even a mild trace of pink. Ah, those old habits, they can be very hard to break.