Bad News Confirmed

Just had the bad news on Lucky confirmed. She is definitely out of remission. She is anemic; her blood and platelet counts are low, and possibly a clotting problem. She thinks it may be in the bone marrow. My regular vet said to call the specialist that took Lucky through treatment. I called and she has already left for the day. The receptionist said she would leave for her tomorrow to look at and get back with me. My gut tells me she will go really fast, especially since all of the lab work looks so bad. I just want to make her remaining time as happy and comfortable as possible. My poor Lucky. I am just so heartbroken. She has brought so much joy and laughter to my life in the time she was with me. I really can’t imagine and don’t want to imagine life without her. It wasn’t suppose to be this way. She and Max and I were supposed to have many more years together. It just SUCKS!!!