Home

I'm home. I'm crampy and still bleeding a lot. The babies are fine with good heartbeats and the placentas looked fine. The cervix was closed and long and fine. And, as the OB said, there's a lot of blood. Don't know why. May or may not be having a miscarriage or as she said "spontaneous abortions are not uncommon in a triplet pregnancy." So, time will tell. If I start gushing blood call her and go to the ER. Otherwise take it easy, "not that it will help", and time will tell the tale.

I was rattled enough I almost left with my pants soaked in blood before thinking...no, you should change those and put a pad on. I actually packed a pair of pants and undies to change into before thinking, no no, you should change now. And, I don't rattle easy. Now that I have a pad on and blood isn't everywhere and it's more like a period, I'm not as freaked. Still.

I'm tired. I was up puking from 6 pm to 2 (or maybe it was 2:30) and then Max was up at 5:15. Apparently, my vomiting is funny and silly when my back is to him and scary when facing him which happened for the first time last night. Nothing like barfing while on the toilet with diarhea while holding your son off while he's crying and telling him "It's okay" Barf. "Mommie's okay" Barf. "That's dinner". Barf. "Dinner that didn't want to stay in mommies stomach" Barf.

I'm in my PJ's and in bed. Noemi's giving Max a bath and putting him into his PJ's. Small blessings that he didn't nap today so I can legitimately put him down for an early bedtime without too much fuss.